immmmm baaacck!

and i missed all of you so much.....

im so tired of school....im really ready for summer.

it takes so much to say no sometimes. to stop yourself from doing the littlest things....its so much easier when you have a friend telling you its gonna be ok

i feel empty lately...but things are going good.

i miss jodi-

no one will read this....but ill put pictures later.

iLOVEyou

hreneem

--happy birthday lEighton---iloveyou

florida for spring break- - ahhh...im excited.

its been a while...

so many things happen...and its crazy how the littlest things can have the biggest impact on how things change. my mom always taught me that people make mistakes and bad choices that eventually will pass, and have...and the choices you make, you will learn from. -and i believe we've all learned this past year, year and a half.--

things are going better now than they have been lately---im where i wanna be right now...me and my dad talk alot now, thats what ive been wanting---and im getting back with the people i miss....-i have alot more trust from my parents since weve gotten closer...and im able to do more. ---i dont know what i would do without Jodi Bossier-haha- i just love her.

 me and hannah

me and leighton after the Toby Keith Concert

---ill finish later...pictures from drews....

iloveyou

Currently Listening Back to Bedlam By James Blunt Your BEautiful see related

R.I.P Ben---We love you and will always remember you-

God....you were so funny and always happy--how many parties we all Balled up- i couldnt even count--we had so much fun--you'll always be missed--- watch over us-

----remember the good times----

things are changing again....

           life is so confusing- people change, people surprise you.

i wish it would be easy again like it used to be-

but its just going to get harder...

                      each and every day.                     keep god first.

      iLOVe you.

                       mh*

Currently Listening This Woman By LeAnn Rimes, LeAnn Rimes Probably Wouldn't Been This Way. see related

This weekenD....come....

well ever since thursday...its been hell. i dont know how to deal with anything. i finally had someone to talk to.

i went to lindseys saturday night.

but we did have alot of fun....waiting and waiting--lol.

i wish he would understand---its me-

[we need T I M E]

_____  _____  _____

a chapter in my life has ended.

its been exactly a year since it began.

its not fair.              i cant stop crying.

but its gonna be ok.   or thats what i keep hearing.

or...things change.

but no one knows what it feels except for two people--including myself.

its like a punch in the stomache....

if what i did was right, whhy do i feel like this?

in the past two months ive felt like shit--

i try to help......but i always end up messing up.

i wish someone could help me.....someone to talk to.

but that person isnt there anymore.

i think of all the memories and just cry.

its you.               thats what i want back-

but its not there anymore-      

i need to grow up.              im not a kid anymore-

hm*

mh*